Az egek felé kiáltottam, Rosszat soha nem akartam!

Maybe happiness is the only feeling that does not need to be justified. I am glad to inform You that I am happy. On Saturday I went to an Edda concert, I hadne't been at any for two years before that. And it was so great, so wonderful. The old folks really pulled themselves together and performed a real show, with huge screens in the back and great great live music! I wonder why don't they do always like this, but it didn't matter at the time. I came out unable to talk, to hear and dying of thirst... and god damn happy!

By the way, I celebrated my 25th birthday on Wednesday. It was a lovely day. You made it lovely, who called me and sent me greetigs from all over Europe. I woke up paralyzed. The day before Natacha convinced me to do something special on The Day and that seemed to be a great idea. Just to put things in practice has never been my strongest feature. So I killed the morning doing nothing and feeling bad about doing nothing (what is very stupid regarding the fact that I usually like doing nothing). Then I cleaned my room (neW) went to the gym to work out a bit (nEW) and then spent the eveining with my hm. girlfriend(?) (NEW)! So I met all the expectations, and then I got the calls, mails, letters, I was really moved by enjoying such flow of emotions, greetings... It felt really good to be Peter / Petya / Peti.
I also remembered my 24th birtday which I spent working in Norway driving aroud by a truck

with Jens emptying clothes containers in freezing conditions and having a great deal of ice-cream just to "warm-up" and celebrate :-)
I will never forget that day! Likewise won't I forget my birthday party just days before in Hornsjoe, with my self-madde cake(!) sitting in the cafeteria.. long long Norwegian nights...
Well, let me wish You all who pass by here Merry Christmas and a Happy New Year