well well

I haven't posted anything for a long-long time, shame on me! There are so many things I could write about if this blog was a real diary or a forum to keep my friends updated (and these were my intensions when I created it).
I can't make it up to You my dear friends, not now.
But I can list the most important things since my last post:
1. I was in Strassbourg, visited Kristof and Sari, and a had a great great time.
2. I have been extremly happy with my girlfriend.
3. Started to look for a job.
4. Have been extremly happy with my girlfriend.
5. Passed a crucial exam so it seems that I can graduate this year.
6. Again, I am very happy with Zsuzsi (You know, my girlfriend).

My life is changing rapidly. Right now, ot within days I have to decide where to start to work in August (or September). I feel nervous about it as this is a very significant step in my life, and I really don't know what to choose, or wether it matters what I choose. And I am quite unceratin about the whole stuff, if I am ready to work for a company that is really demanding, if I will be able to live up to the expectations?!
I am excited, happy and nervous. That's what I wanted, that's what I want but I am still scared. I want someone to tell me what to do, but deeep inside I know that no one can tell me anything that would help. I have to make my own decision, and then stick to it and hope the bests.

This is a stupid post but might help me to get rid off some of the steam in my head :-) I will tell You what I decided...

Oh, and to finish with something good. On Thursday I will fly to Israel to visit Shereen, a very good friend. I can't wait to see her, to explore Jerusalem, and to get away for a few days.

I will put some photos later, I like to place photos in my posts, (there need to be something meaningful and interesting here, huh?!) just I don't have the patience now to select and upload them.

That's it, thanks for visiting!

De szeretnék én is hej jó sokáig élni...

I don't like new years. I feel the need to decide and promise (myself) that I will do something better in my life...

There is actually one new thing, I have been listening Kispál és a borz, a band surprisingly unheeded so far by Your Humble Narrator. I attribute my newly find attractaion to Anna... I should express my gratitude one day... not that it matters - that's the good thing about her... and the bad...
The weather on Tenerife is nice lukewarm, about 20 Celsisus with pale sunshine and smooth breeze that strokes Your skin.
Kristóf left for Strassbourg yesterday, so I am here again without him, this is cruel, I realized how much I missed him when he was here. At least we bought the tickets to ensure I finally get to France for a visit at the end of the month.
Friday was a day worth to mention. We got into a pub with Kristóf and decided to try drinks we never had before. The experiment went on pretty well but we had to halt it becuase he had to go to theatre. As Szabolcs forgot about me and settled on the other side of the city I looked for other companion end ended up in an other institution with Vera. We planned to have panckaes (she was supposed to invite me actually) but we had a hot chocolate (white) and a beer instead (maybe next time). It was good to see her, it is always good to see old friends I switch immeditely into an other state of mind and just listen with a silly smile on my cheek. She had to leave quite soon to make dinner for her boyfriend :-)
Szabolcs seemed to be stuck so I tried my luck again but Anna was out of reach and Csabi on the train home... and... well... I more or less ran out of the list of people I wished to spend my night and felt that I had chance to convince. There was no sense in trying with Tomi or Zsolt, they are out of the era when You can just call on them and meet within minutes... now I need appointment if I want to meet them.
Tenerife is one of the seven Canary Islands, it has the highest peek in Spain (Teide 3717 m), a volcano. Don't worry it won't errupt any time soon.
While heading home I was wondering if I had enough friends... and decided that I had, this that part I have no right to complain about, I am really spoiled with the company and friendship of wonderful people... Unfortunately many of them live far away... I must find the way to go to Shereen's wedding, it has been circulating in my head sicne I got the invitation.
I found my way back to books. I was worried that I lost my ability to submerge into a book, but I am ok, Vonnegut, Zweig, Vámos and Anna Gavalda (just to have something that helps me appreciate the others).
Tenerife is 4,5 half hours away by plane from Budapest. With other words: it's fucking far from here, and as I am sitting in Budapest and Zsuzsi is wandering around there - my mood is very volatile - that's the least I can say...
This is a terribly boring post, I am gonna have to rewrite it... but now I want to get back to my Vonnegut...
...De szeretnék én is hej jó sokáig élni
Nézni ,hogy lánykákból nő aztán meg néni...